Like every girl in this planet i also wanted a perfect life with all the happiness & i believe i got it but this is not me, this is not i wanted from my life.
It feels like i’m dreaming, He is the best thing that ever happened to me and he brings the best on me but this is not me, this is not i wanted in my life. i don’t want this to end but this is not i wanted in my life.
Marriage, with the environment i grew, never wanted to get married but when he entered my life, i felt like i should also get married, may be not every marriage is same as i thought it was. he changed me but this is not me, this is not i wanted in my life.
& now i am stuck somewhere between psychotic and iconic, somewhere between I want it and I got it, somewhere between a mistress and commitment, this is not me, this is not i wanted in my life…